Why??

Ada yg tnya mne ak dpt nick ak as Loozzy da Tambi. Tp ak just ckp ak ad letak sbb nick 2 dlm friendster ak. Bile dieorg dgr je ak ckp mcm 2, trus dieorg wat derk je..tp bbrapa ari paz 2, dieorg still tnya g..n ak just tergelak je...hahahaha....

Okay..let me explain bout the nick. Loozzy is simply represent my whole life. Why? This is because im totally a person that always lost in my rhythm of my life. I also alwys loss what i got and sometimes i am a loser...I noe this is quite sad to be heard but 4 me, this situation is true..i admit it.(stop cry..!!!..huhu...). Tp, ak akn slalu kuatkn dri dgn berkata, Loozzy doesn't alwys loss n lost because i am a great loser in my simple life!!!hehehe... Tambi lak ak dpt dri my fren mse skool dlu...mse form 4 & 5, dlm klas ak, antra bdk2 prmpuan ak r yg pling muda..so die akn pggil ak tambi..mula2 ak xske gak tp aftr im leaving my school, im really miss them..so sjak 2, ak abadikan nick tambi sbagai slah 1 nick kgemaran ak n sbgai sbhagian dri hidup ak... Dgn menggabungkan kedua2 nama 2, ak jd smkin positif di sebalik negatif...(mcm magnet r...saling menarik...hahahaha...)

N the nick Princess of Hemp lak ak dpt from my ex bf, Prince of hemp...bile ak tgk nick ni, ak trbayangkan die..nk delete, rse syg lak sbb i really like this nick(even mksd nick ni agk trlampau...hehe). Bile adik ak tnye mcmne ak dpt nick ni, ak trdiam memikirkan jwpnnye. Paz 2 ak ckp je yg ak dpt dri kwn ak...huhu..(tipu sunat..ahakz...ahakz..). Dgn die ni, byk yg ak blaja dri yg baik or yg bruk..ak memutuskan hbungan dgn die atas dasar kerelaan ak sndiri sbb jauh d sudut hati ak yg die bkn utk ak...so sad rite..huhu..never mine... Masa ak ptus dgn die, ak tgh final exam kt kolej...sok nye lak ad paper..stress r gak tp ak just relax n tawakal je utk paper 2..coz ak xde mood lngsung nk baca..4 the whole one week, ak pura2 gmbira....sakit sgt tp ak kuatkan smngat ak..die msg ke pe ke, ak xblas pn...ak sngaja tahan diri ak dri mmblas msg die.. Ye r, org yg mmg xske kt kita, watpe kita nk trhegeh-hegeh nk kt die kan... Ak xkuat utk cterkn hal ni kt spe2 until now almost 5 month, bru ak ad kekuatan utk menulis mgenai dia... Tp skrg bg ak, die hnya memori yg byk mngajar ak erti khidupan n ak xnk menyesal sbb kenal die...tp ak pn xkn wat die jd my buddies...luka di hati ni hnya Allah yg tau..ermm..tp ak prcaya keadaan ak tetap ok tnpa die...ak Jazzeyqa...im a strong person...huhu..

Rmai yg ckp dieorg knal n tau ak mcmne...especially, they never noe the real of me...pe yg dieorg nmpk 2 mmg ak tp ad byk yg dieorg xtau psal ak. Ak pn xde r ckp ak mmg knal dieorg 2 mcmne, tp im talking bout myself. Even my family pn bknnyer tau sgt psal ak..Yg basic 2 mmg r dieorg tau..yg lain they myb not. Why?? Why?? knp dieorg xtau...tah r..ak pn xrapat sgt dgn family ak...kdg2 ak mmg nk sgt luangkan mse dgn dieorg tp kdg2, better be with my frenz... Family ak xmcm org lain..xtau npe.. Spe yg pnah jd bf ak pn dieorg xtau..yg dieorg tau just ak ad bf ke x..2 pn dieorg bknnyer tau sgt..myb sbb ak pn jnis org yg berahsia..huhu....tp im really hope that we can change this situation to better one...im really hope it....

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